I don't want somebody else. I don't want to drastically change who I am. I'm not unhappy with my life, I just want to be excited! Vibrating with the pleasure of being alive. It's hard to remember feeling that way, sitting on this train, going to work somewhere that is ripe with the possibility of that feeling... I guess I'm just bored and uncreative! We get in these continuous ruts where all we do is sit around, watch TV, eat, complain about boredom, drink, and stay up too late. I hope that's just a common summer syndrome.