I remember nights when my loneliness  would not let me remember my own name  When ticking clocks turned to rapping on doors  melted into the sound  of blood in a conch shell  When even my blood stopped sounding  I could tell from the knots in my back  and legs, and feet  When even the names of fresh faces  I no longer repeat  Mattered as much to me as  the wine in my stomach  Promise no sleep til forgetting.   
Words and images from an Eastern NC artist/researcher