how could you let me

how could you let me fall in love with you?
did you know all along how uneven we were?
how i would pour out my soul to you and lay my heart on the ground
and it wouldn't matter if you only blinked, cuz i thought i'd been found.

you jumped in my life and you blessed it
i had never felt alive before
and now you're saying you've lost that feeling
like all my words and my time had absolutely no meaning.

it's no consolation that my friends love me.
i'm no happier for my family's support.
you will never do better than me, you dumb fuck.
i thought i was the lucky one, but i've run out of luck.

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